To be helplessly in pain and to have no idea how to save yourself from being brutally beaten by reality.
To be in-denial of being all alone and not having a soul to cling to when friends are gone.
To swallow the bittersweet truth of the fact that no one can love yourself before you yourself could.
To know the fact that even when you love wholeheartedly, the heartless will never appreciate.
Before all these nonsense come creeping in, i let my heart fill itself with nothing but the love for Him & Him only.
if He wills it, someone will someday come and rescue me from this uncertainty and only then,
I can finally stop waiting.